Nemesis

Forgive me father, for i have sinned. It has been three entire months since my last blog.

Where to begin. Janelle is getting married and im a bridesmaid. The engagement was last night, it was a very good night indeed. We had a lot to plan, from the table centre pieces to the decorations and well our dresses too. She is marrying a traditional Greek and I think this is awesome! As soon as the Greek music started, out came the plates. To smash. On the dance floor. How freaking cool. I think I smashed a whole box alone. There was over 300 plates ordered and im pretty sure we smashed them all. Emma and I went nuts and now find ourselves counting down for the wedding. I have learnt to never wear opened toe shoes to a Greek function however. I cut my big toe :( The food was good and the music was not so good however, he did put on a Bon Jovi song for me.

Um, my brother has decided to aquire a girlfriend and here are my thoughts on the matter. I have not met her and she has two strikes against her name already. Gggrrr.
Strike one- she does not like metal music, in fact she hates it. Damn hater.
Strike two- she is a fully sick wog girl who thinks she is tough and takes myspace posing ass wiping photos of herself. OK i know some of my friends do the same thing (*cough* Micenko) but her extent is ridiculous.
Oh i found another strike. My ass of a brother wishes to introduce her to the whole entire family on my 21st birthday. Dream on. Ok here is where I sound like a drama queen- As if he is introducing her on that night. It's my night, all about me. People will walk in and be like, "Hi Alia, Happy Birthd... OH! and who do we have here? Joe has a girlfriend? Hi i'm pleased to meet you..." She must die. My brother and I are rather close and I do not wish for him to be with an ass face. I know I am yet met the douche, but already I can feel it in the force that I will not like her. She is 25 and has no licence?? So, naturally he will drop everything to pick her up/drop her off to her desired destination (far, far away...). I also think she may be throwing up her food. Hahaha. Oops that is not funny but she called my brother because she has a burning tummy and she knew I was becoming a nurse. Anyhoo, according to my brother she has dropped a bunch of weight in the last two months, does not eat much, chews chewies and has all the symptoms of a stomach ulcer. Thats all I have to say about that.

Azza still has my Edgar Allan Poe book. This really sucks. As does my love life. I think I have shut the campaign for the Ed Hardy guy. I'm sick of waiting and losing interest. Moving right along, the soundwave festival is soon and my ticket has not arrived in the mail yet! AAAHHHH! I e mailed them and they said within the week it will be arriving. I just want to have it in my hand to hold *sigh*. I am guessing that i will not be showing up to uni on that Monday. Also this day will be a good one. Not only will I be seeing awesome bands all in the one day but i will be drunk (woo), in the sun with all my buddies! We are planning on going nuts times infinity.

I crashed my car too. Totally not my fault. However, according to the law it was in fact my fault. I am awaiting a quote and then I will book it in to get fixed. I recieved one quote for $3, 500 and almost died. My bonet and bumper hav a few scratches and dents and they want three K. Get real.

Cradle Of Filth are comming in May.
May the force be with you.

The month that was....

OK well, I have had quite a full on month this month! A lot of things have changed and developed in the fucked up land of Alios. Team B.A.T.B was formed and boy oh boy am I living up to my role!

Anyhoo's Emmos' birthday bash was a blast! I had spent the whole day with her on her actual birthday getting inked (OMG that reminds me my mum saw my 1st tattoo and I thought I was a goner!! However, she just looked at it and said, "oh I actually like it"-What the shit??) Emma and I both got lyrics branded on or bodies for life. She chose Trivium and I chose Led Zeppelin :D A little hint, if you ever decide to get a tatto0, do not get it done on your rib cage-hurts like a mother fucker! So, Emmos' birthday bash at Sin was a pretty good night. We got a little merry at her house first and then proceeded to get shit faced at the club. The shots we were consuming were lethal...eeerrrr. The photos turned out really well too. The cab ride home was some what interesting too :)

Ah this month also included me buying the new Trivium album, Shogun. OK so this month it is known as the bible. I can't get over how good this album is. I listen to it over and over and never skip a song, like there is no song on the album that I want to pass. Albums like this are very rare these days and I am so thrilled to have it. I feel like a little school girl, thats how excited I am. I also got the special edition with a dvd of the making of Shogun. It's a long process making an album but i tell you, that hard work has paid off :D

Heafy *sigh*

I treked to Fremantle with Emma this month too. We went and saw Micenko's play at Murdoch University followed by a night out on the town. The play was rather enjoyable and Micenko did a great job. The only time i felt bad for him was when he walked out on stage as a woman in a nice black frock. He was doing such a great job trying to keep a straight face but when the crew let out the laughter we were trying so hard to keep in... haha good times. Oh and the other time we lost it when Micenko was on stage was when he came out and sat with his legs spread-eagled behind another guy...under a blanket might I add... dang I should have brought my camera! After the play finished we headed out to freo. Unfortunately I was driver and could not drink, so my first night ever in freo was alcohol free awwee. We went to some place first (i forgot the name) filled with old people. We also missed the deadline for a meal. So i sat with my coke (picture me with pout for the whole entire time the coke was in my hand instead of a beer/shot). When the whole crew arrived we went for a walk and got some Kababs. We were also ambushed by a psycho homeless man whose vocabulary consisted of "bus", "yeah" and the oh so dreaded "aaaaaarrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhh" which lasted for at least 500 seconds. When Nayeem could no longer keep a straight face and feared for the life of his food we decided to up and leave the poor man behind.

The Newport. I think this place would have had a hell of a lot more potential if I was drunk. There was a live band and like four different bars. The music was shit but its pretty much shit anywhere you go these days. Emmos was stoked that her Lee was there hahaha. She has her eye on this guy and he is not bad I guess. I like him because he can take a joke. For instance I smashed his head against the glass door when he wasn't looking and didn't even try to bash me :D Due to me being sober i was less social so we decided to break those (non) awkward silences with a simple bout of "aaaarrrrgggghhhhhh's".

Um, I also just got back from Adelaide. My Dad was on a flight home from Melbourne and decided to have a heart attack. So the plane diverted to Adelaide and he was rushed to hospital for surgery. He is ok now, everything worked well and he should be flying home on Wednesday :D OK friends, never ever go to Adelaide if you can avoid it. It is sooooo boring. There is nothing to do, the city is tiny and there are NO GOOD MUSIC STORES! I am never ever taking little old Perth for granted again!

This month also consisted of me finishing my exams! Thank fuck. I hope i did ok. I mean after every exam i felt as though i did ok... But i didn't study as hard as i could have. Like I only studied on the morning of each exam hahaha wish me luck :P

Azza is also dead to me (I killed him in his sleep lol), he ruined a few songs for me and is fucking with my head so I deleted him :) I also think that there is a new spark... but who knows?

May the Force be with you.

P.s i need a concert soon guys.. March is too far away!!

The month that was.

So. I had a plan this month to accomplish a few things. Have i done these things? Lets see...

• Book a tattoo- I have indeed booked a tattoo and infact get it on Thursday (woo hoo).
• Sing a song in a Kareoke bar- I am kind of cut that i have not sung a song in a Kareoke bar this month, would have been fun. Oh well there is always next month.
• Find a new date to the ball- Had an awkward (but awesome) night which did infact result to me asking a friend to my Nursing Ball and he will indeed look far better in a suit than Azza ever will (hating Azza).
• Buy soundwave tickets- woop woop I got my early bird tickets online the other night! Can not wait for those to arrive. It should be a good day. Great music, great friends and great alcohol :P
• Party it up in SITV- had a blast...
• Rock out at Machine Head and Slipknot- OMG this was a good show. Ok so I'll be honest. I was not expecting anything good with this one. I mean i had seen Machine Head before and knew thay would put on a great show but I thought Slipknot would just be average. However, they were not. they played a good set and was hoping for them to play all the songs they did...except for....VERMILLION. Dang I was cut however too drunk and bruised to care. I found the potential love of my life...and then lost him. This guy looked like Hennka Blacksmith mmmmm. All in all a good night.
• Cure the sick for two weeks- So for the past two weeks I have been on my nursing prac. It was really good this time, I was placed on a surgical ward which is always good. It did turn out to be the Gynocology ward but none the less a good experience. The shifts were not that horrific either. I found myself to be on the hunt for a hot young surgeon. I discovered that they all have thier heads up thier asses too. Except for one young resident. He had me at "Alia, is that your actual name? Wow." We were talking for a while and could not believe my name comes from Frank Herbert's DUNE. Woop. He was the highlight of my days hahaha and now he is gone. Oh well, bring on the next hot med student :P
• Eat healthier food- Pass... lmao. I tried my best. And I was going really well to. Until Lee insisted we get an organic bar from the vitamin outlet. We got home ate the bar and threw the wrapper on the tabel. Lee's mum decides to read the content of the bar and tells us we just consumed 18g of fat just from eating one 'health food' bar. Shoot me in the face now.
• Throw a kick ass Halloween party- well, this dot point was the most draining of them all although I think it was worth it. I'm one to stress so you can imagin how i was on the day of the party. I had prac until 3pm and needed to grab a few (drunk) friends from the city before i could go home and get it all ready. Did not arrive home until 5:30pm. Blood was boiling haha. I am typing this hung over so I do hope I remember things correctly. A few of my buddies helped decorate, get the food and drinks out and the music sorted. The night went well I think, most people dressed in costumes and those who did not comply were fed to Junta, the swamp thing. I think everything ran smoothly, the only thing that fucking pissed me off was the fuckers touching my fucking music (no more bad words I promose). My house= my music. Stuff this catering for everyone elses taste hahaha! I'm hoping the photos turned out well and i can see them and remember the moment in the picture and say "Oh yes, i remember now". I'm not sure what else to blog about the night at this point in time. I cannot remember much haha. All i know is that I had a blast with my buddies and enjoy a hug from a fork :P I also liked the amount of effort people put into thier costumes. I mean red felt and a sew on cop patch, enough said. The only thing I would have changed for the night was my budget. I should start saving now I think. I would have liked to provide more alcohol for people.

Well, I think that is enough rambling for this blog.

May the force be with you :P

The "hilariously awkward" weekend :P

Well, i think it is third weekend (or second) being single... Going well i think :P

Friday night was gold. Hung out with a good crew: Jennos, Emmos, Micenko, Berdos, Bennos and Adamo(new friend i made).

Now it started off at the Rocket Room and i think we were there a little early because it did kind of blow. After a few drinks and a master mind plot to find smokes for the "non-smokes" we headed off to the Brass Monkey. I liked this place (thanks Micenko!). Drinks were good, atmosphere was good and the toilets were up stairs, so all the calories i was putting on with the booze was shedding off with trips to the toilet :P

We took some funny ass pictures and all in all the night was good despite being "hilariously awkward" for some as Micenko would put it. I discovered with Ben and Jen that we dig non-awkward silences which is great. I love that in poeple. You can just be you and stand there and not feel like the need to say "so, do you come here often?". It's really great that i can do this with new friends :)

I need more nights like these to deal with the case of the ex hahaha!

Dad came and got us and we headed home for a power nap.

Saturday morning was interesting. Had to be a work bright and early for a ten hour shift. Let me tell you i was not a happy chap that morning. I hate the supermarket so much, so waking up hung over and having to work in one totally sucked. Customers... grrr i could have killed at least seven and shot another ten in the face! Why oh why do the customers always have to be right- dang it! I think the only thing that was keeping me sane was the txt messages from Micenko. Poor guy was going through the exact same thing as i was.

Saturday night was a quiet one. Would have like to boozed it up again but had no plans :P So i spent the night chatting on line (gaah!).

Sunday morning found me at breakfast with the Nonna and then driving to St John of God hospital (needed to know where i was going for prac the next mornng). I had also agreed to meet with the ex. He wanted to see me, which i was OK with but i really just wanted my Meat Loaf cd back :P

It was OK seeing him, it's just he tries to make me "fall back in love with him". Not going to happen any time soon so i wish he would just drop it. But on the bright side- got Meat Loaf back woo hoo!

well, i think that is it. Not too interesting but enough to blog about.

blah blah blah

Why is it that i am percieved as the bad guy?

I fell out of love with someone and thought it the right thing to break it off with them before it gets any more deeper than it was.

I did not want to hurt someone any more than i should have.

Now because i did not fight for the relationship and ended it-i am the bad guy?

Hey here's a crazy idea... How about you see it from my perspective?

I did not want to hate the guy but for frick sakes if he is going to make me out to be the bad guy to everyone by telling them that i made the biggest mistake of my life then, shit.

It would be great if someone just shot me in the face, tried to stick me back together and then shot me again!!

So Spring in the Valley was yesterday... So much fun!!

I went on a bust with Lee, Fran, oh and about 50 other people (that i did not know by the way).

It was great meeting new people and i had a blast with my girls!

However, there was a major downfall. The drinks just kept comming and the sun was hot, therefore i got drunk- real quick. Ans well we all know that Alia and her buddy alcohol do not mix very well hahahha.

Lets just say amony all the fun there was some stupid ass mistakes and really bad photos hahahaha!!

I'm thinking that next year i will organise a bus and get all of my friends to come along:)

It really is a great day and well for the record (Berdo) i am not a drunk and i promise you the next time you see me i will be sober :)

I need to prove i am not one of those cheesy, unclassy drunk girls and well im not really helping my situation, am i?

Ahh to be a rock and not to roll....

Enough BS...

Well, thats enough bull shit for the year. It's time to live it up now!

My plans for this month:

* Party during Spring in the Valley with the girls woop.

*Book a tattoo.

*Buy tickets for soundwave woop.

*Rock out at the Slipknot gig.

*Sing at least one song in a Kareoke bar.

*Cure the sick for two weeks.

*Throw one hell of a kick ass Halloween party.

*Eat healthier food...mmmm

*Find a new date for the Nursing Ball at the end of the year (wish me luck) .

Should be a good month. Well at least im hoping it is...

done.

Well i ended it today.
He didn't take it so well.
It's for the best though.