The month that was.

So. I had a plan this month to accomplish a few things. Have i done these things? Lets see...

• Book a tattoo- I have indeed booked a tattoo and infact get it on Thursday (woo hoo).
• Sing a song in a Kareoke bar- I am kind of cut that i have not sung a song in a Kareoke bar this month, would have been fun. Oh well there is always next month.
• Find a new date to the ball- Had an awkward (but awesome) night which did infact result to me asking a friend to my Nursing Ball and he will indeed look far better in a suit than Azza ever will (hating Azza).
• Buy soundwave tickets- woop woop I got my early bird tickets online the other night! Can not wait for those to arrive. It should be a good day. Great music, great friends and great alcohol :P
• Party it up in SITV- had a blast...
• Rock out at Machine Head and Slipknot- OMG this was a good show. Ok so I'll be honest. I was not expecting anything good with this one. I mean i had seen Machine Head before and knew thay would put on a great show but I thought Slipknot would just be average. However, they were not. they played a good set and was hoping for them to play all the songs they did...except for....VERMILLION. Dang I was cut however too drunk and bruised to care. I found the potential love of my life...and then lost him. This guy looked like Hennka Blacksmith mmmmm. All in all a good night.
• Cure the sick for two weeks- So for the past two weeks I have been on my nursing prac. It was really good this time, I was placed on a surgical ward which is always good. It did turn out to be the Gynocology ward but none the less a good experience. The shifts were not that horrific either. I found myself to be on the hunt for a hot young surgeon. I discovered that they all have thier heads up thier asses too. Except for one young resident. He had me at "Alia, is that your actual name? Wow." We were talking for a while and could not believe my name comes from Frank Herbert's DUNE. Woop. He was the highlight of my days hahaha and now he is gone. Oh well, bring on the next hot med student :P
• Eat healthier food- Pass... lmao. I tried my best. And I was going really well to. Until Lee insisted we get an organic bar from the vitamin outlet. We got home ate the bar and threw the wrapper on the tabel. Lee's mum decides to read the content of the bar and tells us we just consumed 18g of fat just from eating one 'health food' bar. Shoot me in the face now.
• Throw a kick ass Halloween party- well, this dot point was the most draining of them all although I think it was worth it. I'm one to stress so you can imagin how i was on the day of the party. I had prac until 3pm and needed to grab a few (drunk) friends from the city before i could go home and get it all ready. Did not arrive home until 5:30pm. Blood was boiling haha. I am typing this hung over so I do hope I remember things correctly. A few of my buddies helped decorate, get the food and drinks out and the music sorted. The night went well I think, most people dressed in costumes and those who did not comply were fed to Junta, the swamp thing. I think everything ran smoothly, the only thing that fucking pissed me off was the fuckers touching my fucking music (no more bad words I promose). My house= my music. Stuff this catering for everyone elses taste hahaha! I'm hoping the photos turned out well and i can see them and remember the moment in the picture and say "Oh yes, i remember now". I'm not sure what else to blog about the night at this point in time. I cannot remember much haha. All i know is that I had a blast with my buddies and enjoy a hug from a fork :P I also liked the amount of effort people put into thier costumes. I mean red felt and a sew on cop patch, enough said. The only thing I would have changed for the night was my budget. I should start saving now I think. I would have liked to provide more alcohol for people.

Well, I think that is enough rambling for this blog.

May the force be with you :P

The "hilariously awkward" weekend :P

Well, i think it is third weekend (or second) being single... Going well i think :P

Friday night was gold. Hung out with a good crew: Jennos, Emmos, Micenko, Berdos, Bennos and Adamo(new friend i made).

Now it started off at the Rocket Room and i think we were there a little early because it did kind of blow. After a few drinks and a master mind plot to find smokes for the "non-smokes" we headed off to the Brass Monkey. I liked this place (thanks Micenko!). Drinks were good, atmosphere was good and the toilets were up stairs, so all the calories i was putting on with the booze was shedding off with trips to the toilet :P

We took some funny ass pictures and all in all the night was good despite being "hilariously awkward" for some as Micenko would put it. I discovered with Ben and Jen that we dig non-awkward silences which is great. I love that in poeple. You can just be you and stand there and not feel like the need to say "so, do you come here often?". It's really great that i can do this with new friends :)

I need more nights like these to deal with the case of the ex hahaha!

Dad came and got us and we headed home for a power nap.

Saturday morning was interesting. Had to be a work bright and early for a ten hour shift. Let me tell you i was not a happy chap that morning. I hate the supermarket so much, so waking up hung over and having to work in one totally sucked. Customers... grrr i could have killed at least seven and shot another ten in the face! Why oh why do the customers always have to be right- dang it! I think the only thing that was keeping me sane was the txt messages from Micenko. Poor guy was going through the exact same thing as i was.

Saturday night was a quiet one. Would have like to boozed it up again but had no plans :P So i spent the night chatting on line (gaah!).

Sunday morning found me at breakfast with the Nonna and then driving to St John of God hospital (needed to know where i was going for prac the next mornng). I had also agreed to meet with the ex. He wanted to see me, which i was OK with but i really just wanted my Meat Loaf cd back :P

It was OK seeing him, it's just he tries to make me "fall back in love with him". Not going to happen any time soon so i wish he would just drop it. But on the bright side- got Meat Loaf back woo hoo!

well, i think that is it. Not too interesting but enough to blog about.

blah blah blah

Why is it that i am percieved as the bad guy?

I fell out of love with someone and thought it the right thing to break it off with them before it gets any more deeper than it was.

I did not want to hurt someone any more than i should have.

Now because i did not fight for the relationship and ended it-i am the bad guy?

Hey here's a crazy idea... How about you see it from my perspective?

I did not want to hate the guy but for frick sakes if he is going to make me out to be the bad guy to everyone by telling them that i made the biggest mistake of my life then, shit.

It would be great if someone just shot me in the face, tried to stick me back together and then shot me again!!

So Spring in the Valley was yesterday... So much fun!!

I went on a bust with Lee, Fran, oh and about 50 other people (that i did not know by the way).

It was great meeting new people and i had a blast with my girls!

However, there was a major downfall. The drinks just kept comming and the sun was hot, therefore i got drunk- real quick. Ans well we all know that Alia and her buddy alcohol do not mix very well hahahha.

Lets just say amony all the fun there was some stupid ass mistakes and really bad photos hahahaha!!

I'm thinking that next year i will organise a bus and get all of my friends to come along:)

It really is a great day and well for the record (Berdo) i am not a drunk and i promise you the next time you see me i will be sober :)

I need to prove i am not one of those cheesy, unclassy drunk girls and well im not really helping my situation, am i?

Ahh to be a rock and not to roll....

Enough BS...

Well, thats enough bull shit for the year. It's time to live it up now!

My plans for this month:

* Party during Spring in the Valley with the girls woop.

*Book a tattoo.

*Buy tickets for soundwave woop.

*Rock out at the Slipknot gig.

*Sing at least one song in a Kareoke bar.

*Cure the sick for two weeks.

*Throw one hell of a kick ass Halloween party.

*Eat healthier food...mmmm

*Find a new date for the Nursing Ball at the end of the year (wish me luck) .

Should be a good month. Well at least im hoping it is...

done.

Well i ended it today.
He didn't take it so well.
It's for the best though.