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Why is it that i am percieved as the bad guy?

I fell out of love with someone and thought it the right thing to break it off with them before it gets any more deeper than it was.

I did not want to hurt someone any more than i should have.

Now because i did not fight for the relationship and ended it-i am the bad guy?

Hey here's a crazy idea... How about you see it from my perspective?

I did not want to hate the guy but for frick sakes if he is going to make me out to be the bad guy to everyone by telling them that i made the biggest mistake of my life then, shit.

It would be great if someone just shot me in the face, tried to stick me back together and then shot me again!!

So Spring in the Valley was yesterday... So much fun!!

I went on a bust with Lee, Fran, oh and about 50 other people (that i did not know by the way).

It was great meeting new people and i had a blast with my girls!

However, there was a major downfall. The drinks just kept comming and the sun was hot, therefore i got drunk- real quick. Ans well we all know that Alia and her buddy alcohol do not mix very well hahahha.

Lets just say amony all the fun there was some stupid ass mistakes and really bad photos hahahaha!!

I'm thinking that next year i will organise a bus and get all of my friends to come along:)

It really is a great day and well for the record (Berdo) i am not a drunk and i promise you the next time you see me i will be sober :)

I need to prove i am not one of those cheesy, unclassy drunk girls and well im not really helping my situation, am i?

Ahh to be a rock and not to roll....